yes ill be glad to take you back just as soon as i stop breathing.

game_over201513 @ 2008-07-21T15:44:00

2008-07-21T19:45:33Z

holy fucking shit.

I just remembered this password..

my newer livejournal is
carcrashxxxkiss

Tom and I are broken up,
it was a very long three years and I loved him with all my heart.

I am forever fucked.

But im trying so hard to let go.

game_over201513 @ 2006-07-04T11:00:00

2006-07-04T15:06:23Z

so basically-------
I'm wicked pissed off. Kind of know why, but then again I kind of don't.
My computer is fucked up now, which in some ways could be a
good thing because then I can't go on AIM and talk to a certain person.
I feel anxious for some reason. My stumache hurts. And he's made an effort to
put himself out to other girls. Fucking idiot. We went to Daves last night.
Watch my mom give "the ill dome" when she was drunk. Pretty fucking disgusting.
I fell asleep on the boat for a minute until Shitfaced Sherry had to come and piss me off.
Im stilll tired. Why do I have to be a crackhead and wake up at friggen 7 oclock every morning?
Later Days.

game_over201513 @ 2006-07-01T16:55:00

2006-07-01T20:56:08Z

thanks for making the best effort to show up for my birthday. you've made it the best one of my life, asshole.

game_over201513 @ 2006-07-01T09:15:00

2006-07-01T13:25:17Z

so more about yesterday..
Gobi is the fucking man. he cracks me up. on the way there i fell asleep on nicks lap haha we had our own fun with emily ..we were the loudest of course hahaha. Richie said my hair was "very purdyy" and then he named me asia? hahaha. we layed on the beach for a little bit. then went to the rocks and richie was making fun of me cause i needed assistance because im not ver coodinated..hahah so i had rich and gobes for that one..we ate alked and shit i stared getting irritated with a certain someone for being a shady bitch. and then richie was making fun of me because i looked all pissed off and i was walking behind everyone lol which made me smile a bit..but he never fails to do that. the way home was shitty and i cried my heart out and got him back eventually. made a few phone calls left messages and made myself feel a lot better. i realized how much people care about me?

game_over201513 @ 2006-07-01T00:53:00

2006-07-01T04:56:19Z

so i had a amazing time today. i love all you guys=]
amazing day//fucking shitty night.
everything is all coming to me at once and its so fucking hard to handle it all.
i knew itd get worse.
i should have known theres no getting over you.even harder to know that i cant have you.
=\

i fucking hate this shit.
it feels like the day after we fucking broke up. 2 mother fucking years ago.
god damn

& thanks nick. i love you.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-29T10:17:00

2006-06-29T14:19:15Z

SO IM GETTING MY HAIR DONE TODAY=] TOMORROW IS MY BDAY AND IM GETTING MYT LIP PIERCED=] excitinggggggggg. well i'll get at thi s later considering that its only 10 and the day hasn't started yet.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-28T21:30:00

2006-06-29T01:37:50Z

I feel like I'm missing out on something but i'm not sure what it is. My summer vision Isn't being fulilled. I'm incredibly depressed all the time. I wanna just scream what i really feel but i can't because Tom will be on my ass and agrivate me and wish I never said anything in the first place, because that's how he is. You're not supposed to hit girls? Kidding or not..which sometimes I think he's not..We spend way too much time together, It's ridiculous. On the phone all day and night, for the past year and 7 months. After knowing the kids life story there's nothing to talk about. neither of us do anything so we're in the house all day..so there's not like theres anything to talk about at all. He just doesn't get it. He thinks it's just me being mean. I feel like I'm on a leash sometimes..and the things he doesn't want me to do he goes out and does so obviously I'd get mad because he gives me the impression that those certain things are wrong...? I don't know. Help?

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-28T10:34:00

2006-06-28T14:35:08Z

TWO MORE FUCKING DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAYYYY=]

...but im kind of depressed about it. what ev.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-26T20:02:00

2006-06-27T00:03:07Z

frailty of heart: fuck that
frailty of heart: fucking say something
frailty of heart: thats fucked up
frailty of heart: fuck this
lose my number k: you say fuck a lot.

lololol he hates me sometimes=]

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-26T12:04:00

2006-06-26T16:05:08Z

I don't want to fall to pieces.
&
I don't wanna talk about it.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-26T11:00:00

2006-06-26T15:05:43Z

so we went to serenas friday. amazing night. we all got incredibly trashed..well at least all my girlies=] the guys were taking care of us. me and ab were getting crazy lmao she was telling me to take my shirt off with her and shit. god do i love her to death. (AT LEAST I KNOW WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE, COUGH COUGH...) shes always stuck by me..never repaced me or any of that shit lmao. i was taking care of katherine who apparently speaks chinese when she drunk? but soon after i was just as bad as her ha. i dont remember too much after that..we went to mcdonalds though? and i had to pee really bad and they told the people i was drunk hahaha so the lady went into the bathroom with me i remember that....matt and tom made up which apparentlly is what all me and abby ever wanted? lmfao oh god gotta love the drunk talk. but anyways tom is soposed to come over if his mom lets him which i hope she does=] mkay well i'll get at this laterrrr.xx

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-21T23:14:00

2006-06-22T03:16:39Z

i'm always fucking left out of everything. Fuck you all. I hate my so called "friends". You all suck so fucking hard.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-11T08:53:00

2006-06-11T12:54:19Z

I can feel my heart beating in my ears, and its really weird.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-11T08:50:00

2006-06-11T12:51:05Z

you fucking shady hypocrite.

game_over201513 @ 2006-06-09T17:09:00

2006-06-09T21:19:36Z

mmmm yeah. bored out of my mind. it's raining. pretty sweet. wante dto go to the bazaar. whaackkallack.
=] abbys party is tomorrow. it's gonna rain though so i don't know what she's gonna do about that. inside i guess. Jesse said he waws ognna call me tonight but he didn't. yet. Oh well. im not really interested in going anyways. I just wanted to hang out with him i guess. Richard better go tomorrow=] ew so like; pat n wants my vagina. ha. grotesque. I'm waiting formy mom to get home now. Hopefully she'll get toms ass and bring him to the bazaar. i am probably bringing ashley too=] she's a sweetheart i love her. check this later;;;
-tiana.

game_over201513 @ 2005-10-17T11:21:00

2005-10-17T18:27:07Z

okay so pretty much i hate everyone.nicole is a cunt, she needs to shut the fuck up because i didn't say anything. deandra...ahhhhhhhhh my gosh. WE ARE BEST FRIENDS BITCHES, GET OVER IT. i don't know what the fuck everyones probalem is. they need to mind their own business, but deandra needs to stop opening her mouth and spitting out twisted shit. when i talk to her everything i say is right but then i hear her lies and im like.....wtf.... me and deandra skipped second period class today and stayed in the bathroom and just taked. then i went to her 3rd blcok because nicole was starting shit with me and i told her to stfu and turn around because it's none of her business so i went downstairs and pulled deandra out of class..then we explained some shit to the guidance counceler and and talked to the nurse and the nurse called our moms. my mom let me leave but deandras didn't....which is gay because the whole point was to talk things over with her..not myself. so yea then i went to mcdonalds with my gram and hannah and i guess deandras mom ended up taking her out of school anyways so they showed up at mcdonalds and i talked to dee for a bit..me and her are perfectly cool...we just have some shit to explain to our parents. i dont know whats going to happen, but she should be calling anytime now. i'll get at this later..

game_over201513 @ 2005-09-27T15:22:00

2005-09-27T19:23:23Z

OLIVER IS BISEXUAL
AND ME AND HIM AND HIS BOYFRIEND
ARE GOING TO HAVE HOTT SEXX.

ALL NIGHT LONG.

game_over201513 @ 2005-09-26T21:01:00

2005-09-27T04:03:29Z

haven't written in a long time.
so here's what i have to say-
boy's, stop calling me.
abby, i love you. glad we worked it out.
people at school, i hate you. all. unless you know for sure that i don't rofl.
parents..suck. expecially that queer guy that calls himself my dad. HAH.
thomas i love you<3

so yea.

get at this later.

game_over201513 @ 2005-08-01T00:58:00

2005-08-01T05:07:38Z

idk whats wrong with me..
i'm randomly so depressed=/
mostly because i just took
a step back and realized how
my BEST friend isn't even
my best friend anymore..
we used to be so close..
i looked at her live journal
nothing mentioning my name..
we dont hangout anymore
shes always with katherine.
its like..she replaced me.
and it just sucks because we've
been best friends since
we were like..seven.
and i've changed so much without her.
last year i would have never done
some of the things that i've done.
she knows it. i guess it hurts because
shes always been like a sister to me.
thats how everyone has always seen it
TIANA&ABBY blah blah no matter what..
and now its like ABBY&KATHERINE
TIANA&DEANDRA..and it sucks. and it
doesn't help that i hate katherine. lol
she doesn't call anymore. VERY rarely.
and everytime we have plans to hang out,
they never go through with. i hung out with
her twice out of the whole school year,
not counting cheering. its sad. shes the only
person who kept me away from drugs. and
alchohol. but with deandra im more..influenced.
maybe im just making this into a big deal when its not?
idk.

game_over201513 @ 2005-05-21T14:52:00

2005-05-21T18:54:09Z

OptimusMaximus2: bannana bread
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: muffins.
OptimusMaximus2: what kind

LOL nate is my nig. and i hate when he has mcas! lol

game_over201513 @ 2005-05-15T10:42:00

2005-05-15T14:43:29Z

forgot to post this yesterday:

so i went to bed at 3 because i was on the phone/ got up at 7..and then i went to the concert thing with katie&tom..haha bryan is sooo damn funny! a couple of spencer ppl there..amanda..mike.bryan..chris..nate obviously..serena..corey..courtney..ashley..dan..and thats all i can think of. EXCEPT FOR THAT FUCKING ANNOYING KID! ahhh omg i wanted to kill him lol..Larissa deff shoulda went! woulda been better. but it was madd fun..and i have a new apreciation for rock...just..not their dancing. haha.me and katie met some new guy friends hahah and we were dancing together to 50 cent in the streets of worcester LOL..and katie wants andyx34456789084793475035075026709345074606409 haha..and hes deff mad at me i can tell. lol..then katie was being friggen retarded and i wanted to punch her lol UGHHHH i hate being sick i was like dyingggg lol HAHA omg "wtf are they doing?" "sorry miss ghetto princess" awwee too funny lol aha pretyt phat how i leave my ticket at home pshh im so retarded lol..i smell like tom lolol..I SAW AMELIA!! haha that was fun..richie likes men he even told me! and i watch porn everyday..so what!? right richie hahahahahaha oh man..just got off the phone with amelia&tira and theyre officially speachless. and amelia hung up on me. then called back. after i told her that me&tom have officially hooked back up. haha keep it on the dddllllllllllllll!!! dont feel like gettig yelled at because i already got yelled at 4 times today for it..haha..wow at least my parents arent still partying it up or anything pshh..ahhhhhh my foots asleep idudhewiewhiuhiwuhiweuhfeiwueh err i just lost my motivation to type..get at this laterrrr

<33tiana

game_over201513 @ 2005-05-11T20:24:00

2005-05-12T00:27:12Z

CaYx14: what did andriana say when she herd that
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: haha
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: when she heard what
CaYx14: about me telling mr O
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i didnt even kno u did lol
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: idk i didnt hear anything
CaYx14: oo k
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: omg in one part of the note it was like:
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lmao-snitches need stitches? HA the only thing thats gonna need stiches is your ass because obviously the thong that everyone knows you wear 3 days in a row is too far up your ass.
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LMAO
CaYx14: HHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LMAO
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i mean too far up it*
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL
CaYx14: YOUR SO FUNNNNNNYYY !
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL =)
CaYx14: :-P
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: actually u kno what im gonna do
CaYx14: what
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: im gonna write that on a piece of paper and put it on her seat for history
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL
CaYx14: YEHA !!
CaYx14: dooo itt !!
CaYx14: LMAO
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol i will!
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: and i'll be like LOVE TIANA<3
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL!

CaYx14: HAHAHA LMAO TIANA YOU BETTER DO THAT !!
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lololol im gonna
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: !
CaYx14: HHAHAHA THATS SOO FUNNY !
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lololololol i love it
CaYx14: i love it ALSO
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: shes gonna be like omg people know about me wearing my same thong everyday!>?!?!?!
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: hahahaha
CaYx14: HAHAHAHA

LMFAO

theres about to be a what!? A G I R L F I G H T!!! haha

game_over201513 @ 2005-04-21T23:32:00

2005-04-22T03:34:27Z

EW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XXxBabiGuRl122xX: heyy
Dennis5390: hey
Dennis5390: watsup
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: nothing much u
Dennis5390: nuttin im chillen wit tony u no the ugly 1
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: hes not ugly.
Dennis5390: i thot he was
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: just not as hott as you made him out to be
Dennis5390: so was he hott or not
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: not hott. not ugly.
Dennis5390: wat did abby say bout me wen u 2 wer hangin out
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: your not the senter of her world.
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: center*
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol she didnt say anything.
Dennis5390: ok she musta said suttin atleast wen u guys wer talkin 2 me
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: nope
Dennis5390: ok
Dennis5390: that kids pretty gay
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: puckmasta08: dam ur fuckin hot
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: wrong im
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: what kid?
Dennis5390: ya
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: XXxBabiGuRl122xX: what kid?
Dennis5390: ur a friggin weirdo
Dennis5390: no kid
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol what!?
Dennis5390: mrs puckmasta ur hott
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol wrong im!
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: Dennis5390: that kids pretty gay
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: Dennis5390: that kids pretty gay
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: Dennis5390: that kids pretty gay
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: WHAT KID
Dennis5390: hoos this hott kid
Dennis5390: no kid dont worry
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol no he sai dthat to me
Dennis5390: puckmastas gay
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol y
Dennis5390: idk i dont even no hoo he is
Dennis5390: hoo is it
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yeah..
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: this kid
Dennis5390: wat kid
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: that kid.
Dennis5390: is he a real person or sum fool u met online
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: hes a real kid.
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol
Dennis5390: his name wood be?
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: why do you need to know?
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: why do you care??????!?!?
Dennis5390: cuz im a cool kid
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: obviously not.
Dennis5390: y hav u become such a bitch
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: im not
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i was kidding
Dennis5390: ya me 2
Dennis5390: so wats his name seriously
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: his name is DENNISISGONNAHAVETOCRY
Dennis5390: ya that fools gonna cry
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol why
Dennis5390: y is dennis gonna have 2 cry
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: cuz he doesnt kno wthe kids name
Dennis5390: well lets see u do so im thinkin u can tell me
Dennis5390: do u want me 2 cry
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: im thinkin youre gonna have to cry too
Dennis5390: hoo else is cryin
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: whoever else i was talking to
Dennis5390: o ya cuz i kicked his ass
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL what are you talking about
Dennis5390: idk
Dennis5390: hoos ur friend u wer talkin 2 the otha day
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: what?
Dennis5390: from bp
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
Dennis5390: nvm

XXxBabiGuRl122xX: go here
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: 4View My BuddyProfile
Dennis5390: wat wer u tryin to get at sendin me that
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol look at the what do you think of me=)
Dennis5390: thats cool el negro
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: hahaha yep
Dennis5390: so wat wer u tryin 2 acomplsh by that 1
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: nothing
Dennis5390: ok that made my day
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: makes mine
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: haha
Dennis5390: haha fuckin hilarious
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yup.
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i liked it.
Dennis5390: didnt we all
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: you better have
Dennis5390: tell me again y im suppose to like this
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i never told you why
Dennis5390: i no well 4 us slower ppl tell me y i was suppose to like that
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: because it came from me.
Dennis5390: woop di frickin dooo
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yeah man.
Dennis5390: wat r u jamaican now
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yeah im black, nig.
Dennis5390: ur a nig
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yep
Dennis5390: no ur not
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i know
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: im chinese
Dennis5390: wat r u 4 real
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: serian..sweedish..french..itialian..scottish
Dennis5390: ya me 2
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: must be twins.
Dennis5390: no the woodnt b to good
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: why not
Dennis5390: bcuz we b related and i ve been down the road 1 time too many
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: ahahaha
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: thn we can see eachotehr on holidays!
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: then**
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol

Dennis5390: ya
Dennis5390: can i eat ur turkey on thanksgivin
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: yes EW I HATE TURKEY
Dennis5390: i didnt quite mean it like that but ok
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LMAO
Dennis5390: im serious
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: idk what a turkey is!
Dennis5390: yd u laugh ur ass off then
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: because youre silly
Dennis5390: u seriously dnt kno wut turkey is?
Dennis5390: think durrty
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i dont find a turkey having anything to do with sex.
Dennis5390: no u wont b eaten the turkey unless u swing dat wya
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i didnt say that i would
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: i just said i dont see how a turkey has anything to do with anything
Dennis5390: wood wat
Dennis5390: nvm
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: lol ok.
Dennis5390: can i eat nething of urs
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: you can eat my gum.

game_over201513 @ 2005-04-21T22:40:00

2005-04-22T02:40:59Z

jesseman101492: wuz up asl
loSe my nUmBer k: 16-f-ma..u?
jesseman101492: 16/m/ma
jesseman101492: u have a pic
loSe my nUmBer k: yep
loSe my nUmBer k wants to directly connect.
jesseman101492 is now directly connected.
jesseman101492: send
jesseman101492: well
loSe my nUmBer k:
jesseman101492: your hot
loSe my nUmBer k: thanks
jesseman101492: u wanna go out
loSe my nUmBer k: lol i dont know you.
jesseman101492: you can get to know me
jesseman101492: do u like eminem
loSe my nUmBer k: lololloolollool i dont even know what you look like
loSe my nUmBer k: yeah eminem is cool
jesseman101492: yeah i know him
loSe my nUmBer k: how?
jesseman101492: he is with me right now
loSe my nUmBer k: how...
jesseman101492:
loSe my nUmBer k: yeah..i know what he looks like. lol
jesseman101492: i did not send that he did
jesseman101492: so u wanna talk to him
loSe my nUmBer k: LMAO youre wack.
jesseman101492: ok here he is
jesseman101492: hey wut up this is eminem
loSe my nUmBer k: lmao.
jesseman101492: wuz up
loSe my nUmBer k: hey do you like ciara?
loSe my nUmBer k: shes over here
loSe my nUmBer k: wanna talk to her?
loSe my nUmBer k: okay
loSe my nUmBer k: here she is
loSe my nUmBer k: YOURE WACK.

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Auto response from loSe my nUmBer k: me and ciara are chillen.

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game_over201513 @ 2005-04-21T00:16:00

2005-04-21T04:16:55Z

ANTman130: whatr u doin tomorrow, maybe andy would like a surprise meeting lol
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: chillen with abby
ANTman130: would u two like to hang out with me and andy tomorrow?
ANTman130: (dont tell andy, we should surprise him
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: no ride
ANTman130: lol i have my car
ANTman130: ...which has a sun roof open in the rain, brb
XXxBabiGuRl122xX: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO